It seems like all I do is use this site to unload my problems. Whatever.

Fuck today. Today, I realized I’m not good at consoling the person who matters most to me. When I feel like shit for that, this asshole comes in to my job to pick up a fridge (I work in a warehouse moving heavy things like fridges). In short, he decides to watch me struggle with unloading his fucking relic appliance of two-hundred pounds because somebody else kept his new one from being delivered at some point, saying “Sorry you had to suffer for their mistake.” When his friend offers to help me and I ask for help, he says “No. They get to do this part.” When it’s obvious I’m having a hard time, he condescendingly asks “Where’s your help?” After I finally shove his piece out of his truck, they move in their new one. Realizing they didn’t quite know how to get the hand cart out of the truck bed, the guy’s friend picks it up and hands it to him. He throws it toward me instead of wheeling it over like a normal person, where the fifty pound thing whisks past my face after bouncing on one of its tires and nearly catches me in the fucking jaw. After all of that, I serve to irritate people even more when I was just trying to be a nice guy and be responsible for myself.

I just feel depressed, stressed-out, and like I’m going to have a breakdown; but I have to be strong for other people.

The bottom looks just the way I left it.